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I feel so discluded and forgotten. 

I feel like my best friends have forgotten about me. They haven’t talked to me in over three days because I haven’t been in school because I’m sick. I feel like they don’t really care about me and I bet they haven’t thought about me and even wondered if I’m feeling better and what I’ve been up to. I haven’t talked to ANYBODY for the past three days my phone hasn’t received any texts or calls. I guess I have to accept the fact that nobody really gives a shit about me. I feel so worthless, and alone. My bestfriends are off cruising and talking to their boyfriend and making new friends together while I’m stuck at home not knowing anything and just on the side, by myself. I can’t wait for college so I can make some new friends.

I’m scared of being forgotten 

I hate prom season. I can NEVER FIND A DATE. ugh

Fuck 

I hate how my best friends are so pretty and everybody loves them and then there’s me who nobody notices and doesn’t give a shit about. Probably because of the way I look. It hurts.

My other half doesn’t exist. 

I feel so unwanted. Like no one out there could ever like or even love me. it’s just a shitty feeling.

Please don’t replace me.

It would be nice to have someone actually care about me for once. 

Now that both of my best friends have guys in their lives and I don’t, I feel like they’re forgetting about me. They’re doing exactly what they said they wouldn’t do, replace me with a guy.

Feels weird having a second blog with no followers lol